The upcoming Marathon Spanking punishments – your ?’s answered

Since I haven’t blogged in a while and I haven’t seen DN since the last time I blogged (and because I can’t quite think of another topic to write about – and I am avoiding my memoir at all costs) I have decided I would answer some formspring questions (in blog format) that are related to one specific issue: The latest mega-punishment, which seems to have everyone very intrigued. I am not posting the full questions, just a simplified edit that gets straight to the point:

1)Is the punishment still on? The punishment has not been eradicated or even amended. In fact, the last I heard – Domina Nyx is so intent on teaching me a lesson that She said She has absolutely made up Her mind that there is no longer any chance for leniency. I suppose She had contemplated some form of mercy before the last attitude I copped with Her, but She made it clear She wasn’t going to go through with it because I no longer deserved it  She also seemed pretty convinced that I was going to learn my lesson, which I gathered from the fact that She kept repeating “you will learn” after I had earned two extra spankings for stating something that was not true, and then being unable to back it up within a 10 second grace period to get myself out of the first spanking – if indeed, I could prove I was not lying or exaggerating – which apparently, I could not.

2) Are there more spankings? Yes, I did mention in response to a blog comment that the toll has risen to from 18 spankings to 28. Originally, the punishment was 6 spankings a day for 3 days straight, 15 minutes each spanking – half the time OTK, half the time in some other position that suits Her. We have not addressed how the other 10 spankings are going to factor in. I have been too afraid to ask and She has not mentioned it. All I know is that this is now officially 7 hours of punishment. I can only hope that DN will, at the very least, extend the additional punishment into the following week.

3)What did I do to deserve this? Pretty much, I am being punished for what boils down to two very simple and avoidable problems: Lying and attitude issues. My attitude problem became full blown two months ago after I had a huge tantrum because I was spanked and I defiantly informed my Mistress I would never be spanked again, I would never go over Her knee, how dare She spank me when I didn’t do anything wrong, etc. That was the beginning. I am pretty sure that is how this whole thing started. Then on occasion I would speak in an inappropriate tone or say something inappropriate – and in at least two instances, these have added me (specifically) 2 more OTK spankings, in which I will be forced to repeat the offending phrases along with a fully adequate explanation of why it is unacceptable to speak to/say such things to my Mistress. The lying has become a problem because I seem to invent things on the spot to try to avoid getting punished, I omit things to avoid getting punished, I try to justify behavior to avoid getting punished – things of that nature. Consequently, and somewhat ironically, this has led to me being punished. I have a feeling I will be pinned between Her thighs with a blazing backside vowing to remove my own eyeballs with a dull ball point pen before daring to lie to Her ever again.

4)What implements will be used? I am not sure. But I am assuming everything She has. At first the punishment was that I would be spanked one minute with each implement, but that was when the spanking was just 3 times a day. I am sure there will be a combination of domestic and non-domestic implements. Her hand, of course, because She simply refuses to spare me that humiliation now, EVER (and yes, it is painful – all you have to do is watch Her muscle bulge when She prepares to land a smack to be convinced this must be true, without even needing the proof of feeling it on your own backside). Her belts, paddles (wooden, lexan, heart-shaped, thick, thin, short), whips/floggers, the handle of Her single-tail. She has an old wooden hairbrush I gave Her. Maybe a bath-brush. Canes. “Switches” (which had me squealing in pain when She smacked me once playfully on the upper thigh/lower ass, as it broke in half). The wire loop. Paint-sticks/rulers. She could whip out Her hard-soled shoe if we clean it or if there is one She hasn’t worn out yet – which the last time was used on me had me bawling and shaking and questioning what the fuck it was. I didn’t know what She was spanking me with until She was finished and tossed it across the room. I am sure there are other handy things She can find as well, if She gets bored. And She might. She likes to spice things up and keep it interesting, especially because I think She actually starts to arouse Herself with Her own creativity – and once She starts to recognize the damage She is inflicting (blood, welts, bruises) it’s hard for Her stop Herself And we all know that genuine tears of agony and remorse please Her greatly. My only saving grace at this point is that She destroyed the birches after a single use.

5)What will happen if my ass starts to get damaged? Well, it will start to get damaged. I believe that’s the point. I think the point of consecutive spankings (even if She were to chose not to go full force) is to make it so that for 3 entire, agonizing days – there is not a single moment that goes by that I won’t be thinking about my predicament, and how it will become worse and worse until the countdown is over. I have never known Her to avoid spanking because She has seen a bruise or welt. Quite the contrary, even when She is being playful – She will spank an area that is particularly “damaged” to begin with. She spanked me extremely hard with Her hand and her drum-stick after a particularly severe spanking I received at the hands of Mistress Mona. I was not being punished, at all. But the pain was dreadful because I was already so sore. It’s hard for me to imagine what shape I am going to be in by the end of it all. Hopefully She won’t hurt Her hand in the process, though. She said if spanking me makes Her hurt Her hand or the OTK makes Her arm sore from endless hours of it, that She will not stop – She will instead keep me over Her knee longer and spank me harder with Her hand, as anything impeding Her punishment will make Her “furious”  She is already a little miffed that the back-to-back natural disasters put this punishment on the backburner.

6)When is the punishment going to happen? I honestly do not know and have not been informed. If I had to make an educated guess, I would say next week.

7)How do you think you will react to such a severe series of spankings? I am pretty confident there will be a lot of tears, begging, promises to be good, hyperventilating, melt-downs. I will become extremely sensitive emotionally and probably more clingy than I have ever been. It will be my instinct after being punished (particularly after any OTK and domestic types of spankings) to want to cry in Her arms and hide my face so that She will not be able to see it’s sunburned like appearance. I have a feeling, however, that She will not spare me any humiliation during this intense punishment – and that the pain will make me so much in Her mercy that I will be forced to comply with/endure the humiliation without so much of a whimper of complaint.

~ by kaijedangel on September 7, 2011.