A Bittersweet Announcement:
Unfortunately, Domina Nyx and I have decided, mutually, to go our separate ways. As you know – the latter half of my blog was based solely on our interaction, and I thank the readers who have been so dedicated to following our public relationship – for their intrigue, kind words, curiosities. I have already gotten a few comments and frantic concerns, but I will not address them individually.
Suffice to say that this doesn’t necessarily mean it’s the end of the road for our dynamic. Sometimes people need to step back and reevaluate the terms of their relationship so that they can access how to best meet each other’s needs and more importantly – determine if they are still qualified to meet each other’s needs. And sometimes, perhaps often, that is impossible unless they literally step outside of the relationship to gain an objective perspective.
From experience, I have found that many people are unwilling or unable to do this and that emotions become so overwhelming that they become an amazingly effective shield against the truth. It’s much less effort to let ourselves feel angry and hurt rather than address the issues that need to be addressed – either for the purposes of closure or for the purposes of trying again, in a different way.
I can’t say what will happen right now. Perhaps the new year will bring new opportunities for Domina Nyx and myself – separately and maybe together. We have an amazing chemistry professionally and when things are good personally – they are fantastic. But that is no guarantee of the direction our relationship will take from here, if it takes any at all. The only true indicators are Time and Faith. Time I can’t dispute (well I can but that’s getting into quantum physics and I’m not ready for that) and I’m not religious or particularly spiritual – but I’ve tried very hard to have faith in my Mistress, because to me (at times) she has been more real and more sincere than God. For that, I thank her. For that, I love her. For that, I wish her nothing but the best in her future pursuits – with or without me.
As promised, I will always keep you posted. I might keep this blog active with just different ramblings. I might create another blog. Or I might just let it be for the time being and pick it up in the new year if the situation changes. As requested by Domina Nyx, I would also like to request that our privacy be respected during this time and that we not be bombarded with questions about the details, which are really nobody’s business but our own. This blog was always meant to be a source of positivity and although our relationship has been public, we are not a reality show. Yes, we are human. Yes we have a little drama and issues like 100% of all the world – but we are mature enough not to advertise the serious stuff so we politely request that you don’t ask us to. Let it be known that our relationship has been so strong, and so real and so non-shallow that we have been fortunate enough to have issues – and where you have issues, you have love. Real love. The unfortunate part is that in real life, not everything can be solved with a spanking.
Thank you all for reading and following us – encouraging the growth of our relationship, supporting us, complimenting us, enjoying us. It’s been a pleasure… and it’s not necessarily a goodbye. Wishing you the best this holiday season and a very healthy, happy new year.
Regards,
Angel
